4-6-10

Mostly junk for emails. Made amends with someone. Finished a baby sweater to be hand delivered in Vacaville next weekend 18, 19. Working on the mate to a baby slipper to go with it. I have a huge knot of tendonitis now in my hand/wrist, though I think that I mentioned it yesterday. Finally got to Macy's for moisturizer then had to pick up someone's prescription at Walmart way on the other end of town. Yes thank you! I wasn't going to Walmart but by all means, I will drop what I am doing and get your stuff for you! I really can't wait to leave this place, to never come back!
Sometimes I think that I need people in my life: to talk to, to do things with. But then do I talk to many now? No. Do I go out and do things with other people? No. So, really what do I need people for? I can chat with anyone on FB under no obligations. I suppose that I could learn to pretend (or embellish) with the best of them. I could become conceited and that would be the end of my need for validation from others. I would be my everything to me. Suppose it could work out in my favor in a way.