12/18/05 Editor in Chief

I talked to Prince Charming, the friend, for about 6 or 7 hours today. Very therapeutic! He makes me think. He makes me feel when I am trying to repress with every fiber of my being! He teaches me much and will tutor me even more. I just need to remain relatively unattached. Yea right. But will try nonetheless! Wants and needs/Expectations and Assumptions all getting mixed up and in disarray. I want what I think I need and the whole thing is a big mess. Just keep up the therapy please cuz it helps so much! I promise that I am learning, I just don't always remember to apply it to my fractured foundation. Luv Ya! Mean it!
Besides chatting on the phone, I did get some things done...I got 2 scarves finished and a third half way done. The fourth and fifth need to get finished by Thursday so that I can collect!
I can't believe Xmas is this weekend! Again, it is not that I don't believe in Christmas, I just don't like the whole month! Lots of bad has happened in December in years past. As Mr. Charming says, time to make new memories to take place of the others. Same for some of the songs that I like but have bad memories associated with. Will have to make a new "soundtrack" for life I guess.
Off to knit some more. No work tomorrow. Forrest Gump on VHS and lots of knitting. If the sky clears and there is no rain, I may venture to the Marina for 2 miles in real time on the path. Wish that I had a dog to borrow to walk!