8-18-07 Baby blues, greens, browns...

26 pounds lost in 13 days! No appetite for once is a strange thing. I think that I definitely have the baby blues if not more. I burst into tears with no warning. Has not been a very happy 13 days. Well, that last statement isn't entirely true. I have had some moments when I have genuinely laughed and I have more happy than sad moments but the sad comes out of nowhere and sort of blindsides me. Thankfully there is waterproof mascara!
So, the maternity clothes still fit but just barely. My "regular" clothes are still a wee bit tight. I am sure that in no time everything will be back to "normal". No rush though I am very impatient to get over these "blues". I would much rather a fuchsia or pixie pink.
I have seen the baby and held him and have no maternal feelings what-so-ever. Even though I carried him, he feels like he is someone else's. He is cute as ever and has chubby cheeks for days and a double chin. He still doesn't cry according to his mom. His dad is hitting the gym to keep up with carrying him around!
The blues should last for 2-3 weeks. I still have 7 1/2 days left to go. Day by day until it becomes automatic...