8-4-07 day before the big day

So, my due date has come and gone and tomorrow is induction. Yay! Yes being a little facetious there because Pitocin is an evil drug! Trying to maintain calm and cool but catch myself in the "what if?" zone and have to drag my ass back to a better place. I am torn between savoring the moment and wanting it to be over and done with. Maybe there is no happy medium between the two?
Bag is packed. Camera and phone are charged. Have change for the vending machine. Hoping that I won't have to stay more than 24 hours. Already dreading going back to work. Ironic that I am delivering where I work and will be on postpartum where I really work as a patient. Then only 4 weeks off and back to the same place as an employee again.
Off to sleep while I can. Off to the hospital at noon......