2/7/06 I just don't understand

Now I am in a funk. Everything is going along smoothly and it is like I fall off a cliff or something. I just watched a hilarious movie and laughed till I nearly cried. But I feel this funk settling over me now. Rolling in like fog, dragging me down bit by bit. It is strange feeling this way. Viewing it all from the outside. Feeling helpless to it all and powerless to change it.
Popcorn for dinner and due to icecream guilt, I am having broccoli and cauliflower with a spritz of fake butter, before I dig into Ben and Jerry's. I don't feel like dieting though I did pretty well today. I don't feel like exercising....what is the point. Well I know the obvious point but why do I have to feel better about myself before someone else gives me a damn compliment?????
WHATEVER!