1/12/06 There are good times ahead....

I would like to begin that this year has started out pretty okay. Brianna's grades are coming up. Choir festival tryouts are tomorrow and she is trying out for a "Simba" solo. Lion King if you didn't know already. She is very talented and as all parents, I wish that she would show a little more dedication towards academics. She is a quadruple threat already (sings, dances, drama, very beautiful!) all that an brains too would be a great addition. I know she is smart, really smart, just doesn't apply herself. As with all kids her age.

I heard from Karen at "Family Options". She has another couple that I could possibly be a "gestational carrier" for. I really don't think that I can explain how awesome this is to me! I don't need the added responsibility of another child of my own but why not help someone else make their "family"? I loved being pregnant, was good at it, not to mention cute too! I felt good and ate well and exercised. It was an awesome experience to make a little person. I really do look forward to this one actually going through. The other one we sort of went into blind and though we liked each other, I couldn't see the negative and they couldn't quite grasp the positive. Oh well. I am still young enough to do it and I would love the opportunity. Besides it is a sort of closure for me since I felt so alienated from my family and friends when I was carrying Brianna. I was in Texas and my support people were in Vacaville, CA and Sparks, NV. I will get to be pregnant with my co-workers, friends, and sister in law. It will be great. I hope it works out this time.
Tired beyond belief. Hungry, but more tired and thirsty. More on my life chronicles at a later date.