5-8-06 Coloring books

There is nothing like having a new color book and crayons. You don't have to create the image, just fill it in with your own color scheme and "Voila" masterpiece. School supplies have always been something that I looked forward to. Maybe even more so than new school clothes or even shoes. The new erasers that are pristine and soft. The sharpened crayons just waiting for you to color with them. Wondering which one you will choose first. The new binder and paper just waiting to be used and organized..... I love school supplies!
I guess that the emotional roller coaster is yet to stop. Really feel FAT lately and wondering if people see past it when I can't seem to. Not motivated still though July is just around the corner. Would love to be Barbie for real but lacking motivation and drive. Maybe need chemical enhancement in the form of prescription medications? Need an instruction manual.
Time to get to sleep. That probably has something to do with the roller coaster too.