2/25/06 Get off your ass and .......

Sparks Marina twice around for a total of about 4 or so miles. It is great. Motivation comes not before an activity but after you have started it. Then Jill and I got some iced tea and talked for several hours. Tears came towards the end when we were talking about people who give us the occaisional "kick in the ass" that we need to get over ourselves. I mentioned the DAG therapy center and nearly lost it. Don't know where it came from or why but it did so I let it a little. I told Jill that it probably just means that I feel comfortable enough around her to be "real". We talked about our depressions and therapies and books that have helped. She said that I seem like a really happy person. I told her that Dr. Tom last year said that I wear a great mask and that had he seen me on the street he would have never guessed that I was hurting inside. In talking I let it out to those that I can trust and to this internet void/sounding board.
I left at 1230 to get changed and get B to dance. Turns out that dance was cancelled so we shopped: Gottschalks for Clinique free gift with purchase, Target for toothpaste etc, then later Walmart for "Shrek", and a "Rent/Center Stage" 2 pack.
My knitted shrug/wrap is nearly complete. 20 inches to go and then stiching the sleeves on each end 18". Hopefully it will still be a wee bit chilly enough for me to wear it this season before summer comes.
Off to knit before bed, usually puts me to sleep so since it is 2324hours, I should start thinking about sleep, preferably 9 hours....