12/03/05 Honesty
Honesty is the best policy!
I am sorry tonight that I hurt a friend. Deceit Barbie omitted the truth and the consequences hurt many. Just tell the truth, don't be a coward, be honest. That is a better way to be. I am sorry!
Also, I worked with someone whom I thought I would never be friends with. I didn't even give a chance to like her but talking with her tonight, we have many similarities and I am having a plethora of good ideas for her: how to get school funded, how to protect her home, ways to help her depression and not revert to her addiction.....It was nice to feel like I was helping someone. We connected. Though she has an addiction, I guess that my co-dependency is an addiction too come to think of it. We both love to read. She is interested in becoming a librarian. She is intimidated by matriculating to UNR (as was I), she is crafty with cross stitch (I knit among other crafty things), she is a single mom of a young single mom of twins. I am glad that my experiences can help someone even if I don't always use them to help myself.
The "Bunny Barbie" dream is back. I can see the ears, bodysuit,and tail now. Just have to get the pumps and fishnets, and actual body to go with all of it! I was on the treadmill today for 40 minutes. I plan on doing it again tomorrow. It was easy once I got started. And I still feel great 12 hours later! Amazing how exercise can affect me. There are lots of incentives to becoming a "hot mama" physically (and mentally). Health of course, increased self esteem, less expensive bras if under a D, cute butt, non flabby abs.....This is an exciting journey. I WILL DO IT!
Photos coming soon. I now have a low tech digital camera to learn how to take photos and post them too. Maybe I will get a great one of the first real snow that sticks (since I have missed autumn)...more to follow, I may even blog my trials and tribulations with the camera and software : )
Late now but the caffeine consumed today is still very in effect! I will have to work out some before bed or I may never fall asleep.
I am sorry tonight that I hurt a friend. Deceit Barbie omitted the truth and the consequences hurt many. Just tell the truth, don't be a coward, be honest. That is a better way to be. I am sorry!
Also, I worked with someone whom I thought I would never be friends with. I didn't even give a chance to like her but talking with her tonight, we have many similarities and I am having a plethora of good ideas for her: how to get school funded, how to protect her home, ways to help her depression and not revert to her addiction.....It was nice to feel like I was helping someone. We connected. Though she has an addiction, I guess that my co-dependency is an addiction too come to think of it. We both love to read. She is interested in becoming a librarian. She is intimidated by matriculating to UNR (as was I), she is crafty with cross stitch (I knit among other crafty things), she is a single mom of a young single mom of twins. I am glad that my experiences can help someone even if I don't always use them to help myself.
The "Bunny Barbie" dream is back. I can see the ears, bodysuit,and tail now. Just have to get the pumps and fishnets, and actual body to go with all of it! I was on the treadmill today for 40 minutes. I plan on doing it again tomorrow. It was easy once I got started. And I still feel great 12 hours later! Amazing how exercise can affect me. There are lots of incentives to becoming a "hot mama" physically (and mentally). Health of course, increased self esteem, less expensive bras if under a D, cute butt, non flabby abs.....This is an exciting journey. I WILL DO IT!
Photos coming soon. I now have a low tech digital camera to learn how to take photos and post them too. Maybe I will get a great one of the first real snow that sticks (since I have missed autumn)...more to follow, I may even blog my trials and tribulations with the camera and software : )
Late now but the caffeine consumed today is still very in effect! I will have to work out some before bed or I may never fall asleep.
posted by Jennifer at 11:18 PM
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