11/18/05 So much to say
It is the little things that count the most! I am not one to complain when someone makes a genuine nice gesture towards me. I feel that I give more than I receive. If my coffee had only 1 Splenda, I really didn't notice because I was so overcome by having coffee brought to me in bed! I was in a semi-state of shock and the gesture so sweet that my taste buds were affected!
I haven't blogged this much ever. At least I don't think that I have. For several days this month, there are two entries. There is a blog nearly every day! This is a new twist because typically I journal or blog when things are blue and yucky! I have begun a new journal with a new mission in mind. I am going to be extremely proactive in my betterment of my Barbie self. I have had several good/great/FANTASTIC!!!!!days/moments this month. Maybe all that good is making me tired! I am not used to it. Ü It is a bit overwhelming.
Jealousy is easy to come by when a Barbie's perceived needs have not been met in the past and she has had to "fight" for what she has gotten. It is like teaching an old Barbie a new trick/way of dealing with things. Learning patience and losing jealousy go hand in hand.
"EVERYTHING is possible" is a new motto. No stipulation of "if you put your mind to it". There are no ifs, ands, or buts. It is what it is and EVERYTHING is possible! Patience is new but I am bound and determined to get it. Self worth and self confidence are also new items but some of that is from becoming more aware of my body through exercise. I wonder if I can get a flat belly before the embryo transfer? What is the quickest amount of time/program to achieve that goal. Carbs are bad Ü and it is getting easier to eat only when hungry because there are so few choices now. It is like when I was on Atkins before but I need to increase the H2O! Even if it is warm water in place of a zillion cups of coffee (though I am switching to 1 regular and the rest in decaf form.).
Getting sleepy and need to get up and walk around to fight it until B gets home. I fight sleep more lately. I just don't want to stop what I am doing. My body just sort of shuts down. Probably not good to let me get to that point.
I haven't blogged this much ever. At least I don't think that I have. For several days this month, there are two entries. There is a blog nearly every day! This is a new twist because typically I journal or blog when things are blue and yucky! I have begun a new journal with a new mission in mind. I am going to be extremely proactive in my betterment of my Barbie self. I have had several good/great/FANTASTIC!!!!!days/moments this month. Maybe all that good is making me tired! I am not used to it. Ü It is a bit overwhelming.
Jealousy is easy to come by when a Barbie's perceived needs have not been met in the past and she has had to "fight" for what she has gotten. It is like teaching an old Barbie a new trick/way of dealing with things. Learning patience and losing jealousy go hand in hand.
"EVERYTHING is possible" is a new motto. No stipulation of "if you put your mind to it". There are no ifs, ands, or buts. It is what it is and EVERYTHING is possible! Patience is new but I am bound and determined to get it. Self worth and self confidence are also new items but some of that is from becoming more aware of my body through exercise. I wonder if I can get a flat belly before the embryo transfer? What is the quickest amount of time/program to achieve that goal. Carbs are bad Ü and it is getting easier to eat only when hungry because there are so few choices now. It is like when I was on Atkins before but I need to increase the H2O! Even if it is warm water in place of a zillion cups of coffee (though I am switching to 1 regular and the rest in decaf form.).
Getting sleepy and need to get up and walk around to fight it until B gets home. I fight sleep more lately. I just don't want to stop what I am doing. My body just sort of shuts down. Probably not good to let me get to that point.
posted by Jennifer at 10:11 PM
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home