9/30/05 Pyloric Erections Ü

Those are goosebumps. Ü Do you know the feeling when you aren't even looking or thinking about something and your life just "clicks", the blocks fall into place? I had that 2 days ago. I found a kindred spirit at work of all places and it "clicked" as to why I was so drawn to this person. Magic.......and the feeling was great and I got goosebumps and my heart beat a little faster. They got goosebumps too. And even now, I am getting them again. Ü It is like I found something that has been lost for so long and sometimes I wasn't even looking for it like I do other "mysteries" to my psyche. It sparked a vision of the road that I should be on and a will to get back on it. It is all about me. I want to be who I am supposed to be and who I am destined to be. There are things that I want to pursue and not care what others think about them. There is so much to do and I have felt for a long time that I am on a deadline, that I won't have the time that I need, I know that it is limited but I will not know until that exact moment that time is up. I don't want to regret that I have not at least tried to do the things on my list. Everyone has a list. If you don't, take some time and jot a few things down.....
not in order here but for example:
1. Travel to Bali and stay in a bungalo on stilts in the water.
2. Learn to ride a motorcycle.
3. Tandem jump from a plane.
4. Get in shape.

And there are so many more that I have on my list but haven't completed and feel that it may be necessary in order to find out who I am before time is up.
TTFN