9-19-05 Who is the slacker now?

Difficult to believe that it has nearly been a month since my last post. Now I really can't give my not frequent writing friend's any grief about their not updating their blogs. Ü

I am inspired today. Here is a little secret.....

Since about age 16 I have wanted to be a Playboy Bunny. Just the one who wore the bunny costume and worked at the club (not the nudie ones with staples in their navels). Since then so much has changed. There is no bunny club anymore and the magazine and all it is associated with seems to be based primarily on the nudity aspect (I know you guys out there read it for the articles Ü )......Besides, what would my friends, coworkers and family think?
Worrying about what others think and trying to mold yourself into the form that you think they want you to be is a dying battle. I am always fighting myself to be something that maybe I wasn't meant to be.
I am on the search again for the real me. For those of you who read the whole bunny post (pre-edit), disregard and start over. Ü I keep getting off the path, not just "The road not taken", but really lost to the point that a map would be nice but wouldn't even begin to help.

Here's to week one. Ü